sunday again. went to the beach to feel relaxed but instead I came back sunburnt and annoyed. the sea didn’t care. neither did i.
monday is already pacing in the hallway.

about my future- I’m still acting like the ground will fucking explode, open and suck me in if i mess up. like someone’s watching. weird how that stuck.

quick question: what does it even mean to deserve a place?

forgot what I was trying to prove but starting tomorrow i’ll try to take care of myself. that’s all I’ve ever really had

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